is been ages since i posted..
haiz... why? no mood to post ma
so now the mood has come back

30/10/09
LDC 1
so tired after the meet a parent
session. but then still have to rush
to AVA room for camp
no choice coz camp commandant ma
then once i report straight away pumping
sia. suay.. then take attendance etc
after that keep pumping till 3am then
go sleep.. so tiring.
next day went to pulau ubin for excursion
sec2 and 3s went for cycling while sec 1s
went for hiking
i travel around the island using bicycle to
check on everyone so that everything goes fine
after that went back to school for BBQ
1st time we BBQ raining sia
haiz... nvm. carry on indoor
after that go wash up + area cleaning then bath
next, movie. facing the giants again. boring
then supper, lights out
3rd day go church for service
then back home le

3rd nov

went to east coast for slacking
same thing, cycling and played
water. had really great fun in the
water. worst thing ever is i keep
on stepping on furry furry thing
so disgusting :*
just nice mine and lana's slipper
spoil.. then bought new one on the spot
then went back boon lay around 7+
had dinner with them at 8pm++
then went back home

4 nov

wen to school for sec 1 orientation prog
haiz... nothing to do de... so sian
then after that went to ck house with
someone. slack there, dota with ck
then went back to school to check my posting
classes. surprisingly i went into 3e3 with P.E
yeah, nice one mann!
then go eat at jp de Burger king
after that went to playground nearby to slack
but then i suddenly moody dunno why
went back to ck house. someone cheer me up
XD then played com all the while
after that wanted to went to school gate to fetch
lana de. but then couldn't find her. so went
to interchange to go home.
saw karqi, kelly and kellyn
then took 243 went home
after i reached home. lana called me
she said she at the bus stop outside library
wtf!!!???
then keep apologizing to her
dota all the way... then mid night
go supper with alvin... after walk from gekpoh
to jp, to safra, to mok downstairs,
then went back home.. thanks alvin for accompanying
meXD finding one day to play pool with him

5 nov

went to school to fetch someone
then bought instant noodle for her
next went to pioneer mall
then took 99 to send someone home
then after that go home... so cold in the bus
then dota. then lana going haircut
then someone follow also.. then she also cut
haha...kk then mid night dota again

6 nov..

promotion ceremony
so happy that i promoted to sergeant
got a really tiring day
stand for 40 mins
almost fainted
then had buffet
area cleaning then celebrate
Mr chen's birthday
after that home sweet home



P.S : will not forget the day 041109
best day ever XD <3

nowadays, life has been so boring
staying at home just to rot
staying in school just to sleep throughout
going anywhere just to kill time
camp coming up and i doesn't know
wad i should do.....
going out friends doesn't seemed
fun though.....always doing the same
old thing....oh come'on.... can someone
just to guide me out of this kind of life?
i hate this....doing things that it should
be done someone say too much liao
doing things that should not be done
someone say a little more...
haiz....going out alone seems lonely
doesn go out seems boring
stay at school seems disrupting sec 4s
stay at home seems so irks
ARGHHHH...
dun feel like going school tomorrow
haiz.... should i or should i not???
never pon school before...
wanna try out the fun... but need parents
letter..dunno my parents wan write or not
hais......SIAN LA..... T.T
haiz....just let things the way it should be ba
i'm washing my hands of all this irritating
stuffs...i'm tired..so damn tired nowadays
guess i just cant seemed to figure out wad i
should do then....lets go heaven then....^^

nth to post
juz update
keep blog alive
so bye

finally exams are ending soon....
lets go east coast for party....
and i dun think i got the mood
problems kept on hitting me
just like the waves keep on
splashing on me...
how will i ever release from
stress???? and even though
after exam is still so uneasy
for me... T.T why bad things
keep on happening to me
i really dun get it...some ppl just
dun seems to get out of my sight
and makes me feel like hitting the
person during lessons....
and somebody just dun seem
to get how i feel.....
and exams are so tough and
difficult to cope with
WHY? WHY? WHY?

when can i go to the beach alone?
when can i be release from all these
nonsense and jokes in my life
maybe i suck at everything
finances, romances, academics and stuff
i just dun get the hold of controlling all
of this crap....total failure
feel like knocking the wall

relationships for so long means nothing
is just like nothing happaning at all
since the day we met, how can we even
get closer together? how long can this
last at this rate? how can i gain back
the confidence before?

i just suck
nothing i do is successful
all are failure
my life failed
leave me alone then
i nid sometime to be alone
haiz...but just cant let things go
as they are...
i just hope everything will be fine
i hope nothing will happen
i hope everything will be as simple as it be
i will be contented..for at least
a few minutes

STRESS!!!!!

D:

sry for not posting often
this few days did nothing but
slacking all the way during the
holidays...thinking of studying
but no mood to do it....sigh....
kk...now start posting from last
sat....working all day long since
saturday till monday...supposed
to sms someone but didn't
sadded...but then things got better
after time...tuesday slack at home
wanted to go out to do home econs
de project but didn't again....dunno
when can i finish my projectsssss
wednesday went for class outing
with onli 6 ppl from our class going
lucky i didn't book anything
have thought that this kind of
ridiculous thing would happen
and i invited ppl from other class
those who went for the class outings
are....Hong Yue, Zhuang Hong, Khairul
Sabri, Sri, Jolyna, Jilian, Choon Kwang
and not forgetting the PROFESSIONAL
of the day...my form teacher, MS CAI!!!
lucky she've come...if not there wouldn't
be any fun at all throughout the day
never thought that she was a pro in bowling
anyhow throw also can strike
impressive! we all like watching her play in awe
then i got owned in the 1st game and pwned someone
in the 2nd and 3rd.!!!! and Khairul who 1st time
playing, got almost the same score as Ms Cai wor...
not bad leh...then Ms Cai treat us lunch @ Pastamania
we ordered lots of food...but then we were supposed
to order a pizza de...but then it was not printed in
the receipt. so sadded....the fun part was Jilian
ordered ice milo....then zhuang hong copycat go
order also...then hong yue couldn't resist temptation
and he ordered for it also...wth?
then Ms Cai went for driving lesson while we meet
Khairul they all in timezone. we roamed around the
centre to try out lost of stuffs...
after headed back to boon lay MRT station and
went to Safra to play pool....then Khairul left
Sabri also left....so we went to central park to play
with sands...got a real bad experience from philana
and now have a phobia now....sigh....LOL
then we went to zone x to play DDR....not bad for a
1st timer....at least i pwned philana for 1 song
lols....then we compete each other in Daytona
i owned....NICE! then stupid Mok left also
then thats the end of the day...
thursday did nothing....after noon slack around at
home watching shows...playing games and stuffs..
totally forgot about homework....
then evening choon kwang lonely...ask me go play
drum with him...but then i try once then fail liao
zzzzz....saw zhi leong and dextor and decided to join them
in dota...someone in the shop jio us for a game..
not a bad game actually...i managed to kill the most
somehow....but then in the end we also lose
slack around under my block de play ground
chat chat...then play Yo.Yo
then went home to dota with bro and cousin
till late night 2.30am... then went to deep sleep
today.....went to play basketball with Jilian, Philana
Joyce, Hong Yue...play play then slack slack
after that went to jp to improve on ddr again
then choon kwang join us ltr on
philan they all go watch movie...after that went they
come out we roamed around jp again...then fairprice Xtra
then joyce left...waited for jilian's mother to come fetch
her...then hong yue walk home....waited for philana de
bus..then i left also...met up with dextor and zhi leong...
under my house de playground again...after that they
went to lan again....i satayed at home playing while
they use the com in the lan shop...then play awhile jiu
finish le....so nothing else for today....Nights to all!!!

this are the photos taken this few days by me! XD
the clips are for the teachers as a token of appreciation
then we got to sign behind the photo frame for Mr Gan
and Mr Goh to wish them happy teacher's day
then the photo of choon kwang, joyce and philana
is taken yesterday at jp the mos burger.. they played
photo war again..i just shot them unnoticingly.
after that went to ck house...do nothing..browsing the net
went for tuition...shot video for ck's pw project
fuck his group members for not helping him at all
my as well get zero on the spot...why bothered going to
a group and did nothing together and work hard for project?
zzzz...then went to take specs with hong yue...went home
returned home with fever...told them may not go school
tomorrow...but since i feeling alright in the morning,
so i go lo...but then sent home by office coz temperature
too high le..38.5..last night was 39.3.. lucky not high
until 40..if not more miserable than now
okok...going off soon..so bye!
P.S : I'm ok...no need to worry..concentrate is the most
important thing now...XD